....valtozasok....

Nagyon hamar megunok dolgokat....az angolt is meguntam....mas nyelven pedig nem akarodzik irni....(nah nem vagok fel...max meg romanul irhatnek, mert a nemet tudasom nem lepi tul az alap "ne adjanak el a piacon" tipusu megnyilvanulasokat). Nem csak az angolt untam meg....az embereket is....vagyis mindig masra vagyok....valtozasra....erdekessegre....ahhoz, hogy valaki igazan lekosse a figyelmemet es igazan jol erezzem magam vele ahhoz sooook energiat kell befektetnie es kepesnek kell lennie a megujulasra....szeretem a meglepeteseket....a varatlon, de erdekes helyzeteket. Szuksegem van az "erzelmi" mozgasra....legyen intenzitas....orom....veszekedes....kibekules....es termeszetesen ne en kelljen bocsanatot kerjek....nem a buszkesegem a legfobb problemam....a makacssagom az:P sokan utaljak....en szeretem....makacs vagyok....nem akaratos....van am kulonbseg....("emberi jellemző: olyan, akit nem könnyű eltántorítani attól, amit a fejébe vett; kemény, hajthatatlan. Még akkor se enged, ha ezzel több kárt okoz, mint használ." forras: WikiSzotar)....nah itt van a kulcsmondat...."akkor sem enged , ha ezzel....kart okoz"....igy van! Akaratos nem vagyok....sott....konnyen befolyasolhato vagyok....es tul hiszekeny....nem naiv es elveszett kislany, hanem tul optimista, aki probal olyan dolgokat belelatni az emberekbe, ami nincs bennuk....es idealizalok....ha valamit jol csinalsz, azt mindig jol kell csinald....ha pedig elirtad valamivel magad elottem....az bizony nagyon sokaig ugy marad:P "Az elefant nem felejt"....(Maugli....rajzfilm....regi valtozat:P) ....aprosagokat nem felejt el....csak megalljt nem kepes vezenyelni....azt megjegyzem, hogy hol alltal meg az osztalyban 4 evvel ezelott....de hogy mit meseltel 2 perce azt mar nem biztos....ha nem eleg erdekes szamomra nem vagyok hajlando megjegyezni....

az am hazam! ha mar matek-infot vegeztunk es automernokin vagyunk akkor mar legyen stilusos a fulbevalonk is....nah meg a sikeres kep kedveert le kell nyulni a testver kedvenc-cseh-zold parnajat:)

what I sould say....

....when you have an idea wrote it down before the time goes on and your point of view changes with the time....

So yesterday....I woke up at 6:30....I arrived to the university at 8....I found the classroom....but the professor didn't find us:P okey....she has an other class....with an other group....that means that we got free for the whole day:Home-->BED---->sleeeeping....that was the plan....but before it I went to a market....and walked home....

2 hours of sleeping....walking with my sister....shops....regrets....bad thoughts...."I'm sorry"-es....University....2 hours with a woman with full of positive energy and jokes:) and some good quates....if I will find them I will show you them....

freedom-smiles-fun-night-water-sunshine-begining

I waited for it a lot of time....I began it on sunday night....out in the city until late....with friends....friend....memorable moments....and a hard decision....Thank you for the coffee:) it was delicious....sometimes you have to do crazy things....like walking in the whole city at night....to climb a lot of stairs....to get tired on the top....to need a lot of water....to watch the river how it flows under the bridge....and to see the beautiful stars....to stay on a wet bench....to walk all night with an opened map in your hand....I'm STUDENT! I can do this things if I want....and I can walk in the Kaufland all around listening a happy song, with a big smile on my face....and think that you are more free in this place than you were ever in your life....

"We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Tonight you won’t be by your self-self
Just leave your problems on the shelf-shelf
You won’t wanna be nowhere else-else"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04zaL7wIbmc&ob=av2e

Good morning tired eyes....good morning tired legs....let's start it!

Today(Monday) we went to resolve some things at the city hall. After that we went to Reka's university....I met there a girl from the class....I don't like her!....and I met a good friend of mine who started his second university at Cluj Napoca....have you find out about what I'm talking?....YES....I'm student in Cluj....at the Technical University of Cluj Napoca....car engineering profile:) 

....so after that my sister  took me to a bus station where I....how lucky I use to be....I missed the bus....so I had to go until a new station....I had to walk "10 cms on the map":P 

Finally I arrived to the university....I entered a big classroom....and Evelin(a girl from the old class) reserves a place for me....I was happy....so many people with same interests.

Opening ceremony....it was okey....the 2417 group....of course the best group....28 guys....a friend and me (:

 Afternoon I visited the college....it's okey if you spend there only some hours but to live there....never:P

 simple?....I had a really GOOD day....that's all what I wanted to say

why not me?

everywhere exists an exception....a different point of view....something that is more with a little....and you can't understand why not you had that great idea....why not you won....why not you are that "exception"....you have the chance for it just try it....don't afraid just DO IT :)....I tried it in this summer....it function:) and now I have more self-confidence....and that is because I believed that I can do it....

black letters on white backgroung....

In this year I read a lot....instead of learning:P

My bests:

Kundera: The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Prague is my favorite city from Europe....so it was a special book for me.

Bulgakov: The Master and Margarita

An amazing one....you nearly can't put down the book....I felt real feelings while I was reading it....I scared to find out who is the black magician.

Coelho: Veronika  decides to die

If you read the book you will decide to change your life....you will want to accept all the opportunities offered....that means to accept all the coffee's

I read the 11 minutes from Coelho but I think I never hated a book more like this. 

(even my sister can not stop me if I have an idea for a picture....her fingers and book:P )

....things....

same moment but different places

Sarie....without words....just look at she

in and out of the box

sick

Friday! 
- the last day of the competition
- the last precision landing....the last 250 points
- the last chance to be brave enough
- the last opportunity  to try to have a really good day
- the last moments offered by the life to achive a new friend
- the last night before leaving all behind you
- the last best hours of a special summer

let's accept that coffe:)

On Thursday....beacause of the bad weather we visit a museum in Old Warden....it was really interesting....we saw there a lot of old airplanes and some funny old things:P

I found there somebody who has the same point of view like me:)

the begining of all the formidable things....

The decision: we will go to England! Everybody happy....preparations for the traveling and a long list with things wich need to be done until the departure.
With some weeks before the trip we went to Hungary for a competition and I had to fly a test task with Ferinc Vince because he didn't had navigator for the EMC 2010. When we arrived he told me that we can not fly on friday and because of the competition we didn't fly in the weekend. Sunday afternoon we decided that I have to stay at him for the next week because of the test tasks. I was happy that I achieve this really good opportunity. Than I didn't know that how hard it will be for me. At first I had to find more photos at the test tracks than an other girl. I was afraid of it....I wante to show for my parents and for my friends that they can be proud of me. I even dreamed about it....but after two tasks I won the "competition":P I was happy and I just waited the weekend because than I had the first opportunity to try me at a real competition. I was afraid that what will happens if I will not do my job good. But I done it good:) On my first competition in my life I won the first place....I was so happy but I need to tell that sometimes I was scared during the tasks....for example I never flew over mountines until then. But we WON it!!!!

At home I was more  depressed than before....I can not explain why....but I didn't want to go even in England. I just wanted to stay at home alone....maybe to went on some parties....but that's all.

 Okey after the competition we went to England. The travel it was nice and amazing.

We arrived at Sywell's airport. I didn't want to do anything....I felt tired all day. I said that if I'm not happy it can not happend anything that make me unhappy....because I'm still unhappy:P:D (yes I know it's a stupid idea but I could not explain my bad mood )

Before the competition we flew some test tasks....the weather it was really bad....I mean it was raining and the wind never stops even for 5 minute. During this flyes I had some really dark ideas....I was thinking about what would be happen with us in that bad weather....I didn't told my thoughts for anybody....they scaried me.
During the competition we were flying in rain....in turbulence and strong wind but until the end of the competition I accustomed with the bad weather.

We had fun on the hangar parties. One it was on Monday....than I was dancing a lot. On Thuesday the Italian team says that they can't resist without party until Friday so they organised a Pasta party:) That was my second best party in this summer:) I smiled a lot....and I got back a lot of smiles too:) so just Keep smiling:D

without any problem but still not happy....why?

After the exams I could not get relaxed....but I didn't know why. I thought that I will have the worst year ever....I was depressed. At the begining of the summer holiday we went with some classmates (okey we are no longer classmates but I use to call they my classmates:P ) in the mountains....we spent there four rainy days but we had fun and we arrived home with a lot of sweet memorable moments:)

But still not have fun at home....the rest of the family goes to work to the office and I was at home alone....I felt like Cinderella but without a fairy godmother:P

....and it was there a big question  too....will we go to the European Microlight Championship or not? I was enthusiastic about the idea to visit England in this year.

the exams....I didn't made pictures than....I was too scared about them:P

Who taught how to survive the highschool....

    Kiss Gyula!

It was difficult to see him fighting with his teardrops....it was a special moment for everybody because we said goodbye for a good man and for a good friend. Thank you for the funny moments and for the good jokes :) I was a little sad when I saw him on the last week at the school....now he has a new class....a new opportunity to transform some little children to good man who will resist in the life and who will remember theirs old maths teacher.

a part from the best class (as usually I am behind the lens:P)

the best last moments

On the last week of the school we visit some of our teachers and we spent a little time with them....it was interesting because we talked about things that we would never say in the school....but it was the last week....not only the simple last week of the year when you are waiting the holiday....not....it was the last week of the whole school....the end of a chapter in your life's book. We laughed a lot and we had fun together.

The creepy year

Yes! Evereybody says that I need to learn a lot for my exams....I was afraid of them because I heard that they will be really hard. I had writing exams at romanian literature, hungarian literature, mathematic and biology. I learned a lot for them but I thought that it will be not enough. On the last weeks of the school I didn't care about learning I just enjoyed the last hours what we spent together with the class. We learned songs and we remembered the most beautiful moments of the four years of the highschool....(I didn't finished it....:P)

The begining....

I think everyone describes why he/she decide to write a blog....I just will start it.